It must be that the week is over and all the stuff that needs taking care of is on hold till at least Monday morning when it starts all over again. Every Friday I think I'm going to go out on Saturday and do some errands and then do an Artist Date that I could record and be a part of my memory, add to who I am as an creative person. One who dreams, writes, journals, plays sweet harp music and enjoys walks along the gorge.
I am thinking that I have to change some of the ways I do things. When I put my things together for AMPages, I need to include my journal, C's journal, List of Possibilities. How about my mantra that I need to keep in mind? That almost sounds like a bookbag full of stuff. Planning to do things in a routine, not just all over the place and using TV as recess time, and this exhaustion is amazing. I could just sleep all the time. I pray for rain much more than someone who lives in a rain forest should; going out to garden is supposed to be enjoyable, not punishment. I don't know if I am going to be able to do any of the things that I think I will, the way I want to, but my thinking is changing and if not now, then maybe in the future.
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