This is the first weekend and I have done very little with my time. Getting on the computer wasn't a big deal, and that could just be because I am tired from the first week of trying to think so much each day.
It might sound funny but I find that choosing tasks and working at them in an orderly, organized manner, one after the other, a very challenging thing to do. When I spend most of my time with the TV on and the computer on as toys of distraction it gives me time outs and my brain gets to go into zone-out mode, not having to do any work at all. Even this writing is only the thots that go thru my head, if it really doesn't make any sense, who does it bother? No one. That makes it very easy for me to just do the writing with no stress, no criticism, no judging. If anyone did read it, they would just pass over it and go onto something else.
We changed the clocks ahead today and I forgot till about 5 PM so I've been a little behind all day and didn't even notice, that seems wierd.
Tomorrow starts a new week with another opportunity for a week of discipline and work and play times.
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